Anyone else here having a tough 2020? Well I am pretty much sick and tired at this point. I have lost many loved ones in the last 9 months and they're not due to COVID-19 and I am extremely lucky that hasn’t been the case for me, however something strange in the air this year and that has impacted my personal life.

When events like this happen, what do you do? Do you cower and hide away? Do you point your finger at everything other than yourself for blame? Is God the problem? Or Why would God do such things?

For me, I try to be grateful. I have lost many this year yet I am grateful to have experienced life with them. I grateful I wakeup next to my wife and kids and see them breathing. I am grateful I am an American who can strive for my dreams, whatever they may be. I am Sick and Tired, but I have not Given Up because I am Blessed and what a way to throw away your blessing when you still have so much.