Fear is an interesting thing, its an interesting feeling. For me personally I have allowed fear run me down and have its way with me. It has caused me to do messed up things and act in negative ways. Not only to other people but mostly to myself. However as of late I have found that fear can also be used to push you in a positive way if thats what you choose or how you choose to use it. Scientifically facing what you fear actually gives you 100 percent units of courage every time which is hardly ever heard of in science. I heard somewhere “ use fear or it uses you”. So these last couple years have been really hard for my and Your going to have to excuse me but im going to be completely honest and vulnerable, for awhile I’ve been going through my own personal hardships I was going through a divorce,lost my family and my place to live, during that divorce I went to my default which has always been alcohol and going through that I had gotten my fourth DUI. Then I lost my fr