Pain from childhood abuse. Pain early in his military career through combat trauma.  Pain in the early years of marriage.  Erroll's story tells the tale of a young man with a distraught heart running into darkness as a way of hoping to escape the pain.  But as Erroll would eventually learn, darkness doesn't ease the pain, it adds to the pain.  So many lessons to learn from Erroll's story, but after listening to this week's episode make sure you also listen to the second half of Erroll's story next week to hear how Erroll found true healing from his pain freedom from the darkness.