In this raw and candid conversation, Christine speaks with Joan, an IT professional and oldest of three siblings, about the painful and complex grief following the unexpected and tragic death of her sister. Joan’s story explores a side of grief that’s rarely spoken about—the absence of sadness, the presence of anger, and the burden of responsibility. Together, they examine what happens when the person we’ve lost was deeply troubled, when shame and secrecy surround the loss, and when the grief itself refuses to show up.