Ex-girlfriends get tricky when trying to improve after a break up but this me being open about my improving little by little everyday but also struggling with possibly talking-to an ex of mine again. Its difficult while thinking about all the ways it can go wrong. But ultimately I realize I can't control how others view me no matter if I treat them well or not so might as well take a shot with attempting to put positivity into the world. Because an ex of mine made me who I am and I wish I would've appreciated them at the time so all I got are the "Happy Birthdays" and "Happy Holidays" where I have an excuse just to say hi which sucks but if its allI got ima hold on to it until I know I can't anymore.