What happens when the life you built together starts to fall apart?

In this very first episode of Almost Grown-Up, my wife, Janna, joins me to talk about how losing my faith nearly wrecked our marriage—and, somehow, made us stronger in the end.

We’re diving into the messy middle of our story: the early days of being all-in on church and ministry, the fallout of questioning everything we thought we believed, and how we rebuilt a life and a marriage that’s rooted in loving each other for who we really are—not who we thought we had to be.

It’s raw, real, and yes, a little funny, because nothing says “life lessons” like a brunch story that involves unsolicited dick pics.

If you’ve ever questioned everything, felt like the ground beneath you was shifting, or wondered how to hold on when it feels like everything’s falling apart—this one’s for you.