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So I have the words here to say um, but I guess what led me to share today or what to share about. Um It is been kind of a recurring theme um that I’ve been thinking about. And if I go back to, you know, probably the biggest words that I heard from god I this year and a came through easy. Um ah, you know, we sent the kids out to college and um, we never knew ah, how prepared they are for the world and that’s brutal out there. Um and I guess it was eye opening to, you know, we tried to establish a good foundation. Come in and thankfully, you know, through this church and raising them here, you know, I think ah, you know, tammond, i had a part in it but, but everybody here had a part in building that foundation, mom and you know, we want to shelter our kids and we, in a way, I guess, you know, we want to shelter him from the bad stuff, but, you know, we just can, you know, it soon. They go out in the world, they’re going to get it mom than in November. hannah saying, you know, dad, you didn’t tell me, it was going to be this way. He anal. I mean, and I was just like, oh my gosh, you know, we, did, we failed the, you know, I don’t, you know, how do you prepare them for what they’re going to see out there and, you know, she went to greensboro. Yeah, no, it’s um, you know, we’re not very far. And I, you know, but there’s kids from philly and dc and, you know, the world’s much different than and I to them and they just, they weren’t expecting. Um, you know, gabby had her her share to of what the city was like and I think she got her fill of it and is now out there. Um. But then you know, easy. Last year it was, you know, we, we said 2 girls out so you know, the boys going to be easier, right? I mean, he anal, he’s a bowl and he’s ready to take charge and go out in the world and the anal the should be easy. And then the calls came in and in a week one and it was, it was frightening that it wasn’t good. The anal, i’m like, wait a 2nd. Yeah. Now the girls made it. Yeah. Now. And in that, you know, it’s not a, a masculine or feminine thing, but it’s like what they were prepared for. And he’s down in mickey’s port. And I, you know, Of some oversight there. And then he’s on campus, you know, with a bunch of guys and I’m in a dorm and stuff, but Oh, my gosh, in a week one went by week 2 and there was rough, you know, I mean, I don’t vienna, he really didn’t want to be there in for good reasons, when you see what’s out there in the world and down the, you know, coming from a church background are coming from a conservative background and you know, you think you’ve seen staff and of course, you know, they have social media and things like that so they’re not completely isolated from the world, but it’s different when you’re living in it and you know, week to, we’re still wandering the anal and I guess the girls had conversations with them behind the scenes say a me and I lucky better. You know, you don’t have a choice, you know, so luckily had some strong siblings to lean on and, and didn’t have the burden. His mom and I with everything that he was feel and let down. Ah, but you know, we got through it and we decided probably that that might not be the best fit for him. You know, going forward. And he, and he said to me on the, on the way home You know, everything that we’re dealing with in this world, you know, you can see the 3 boys um and none of them knew their dad. You know, I think 2 of them were incarcerated. One was just missing and you know, I, I thought she was gonna torpedo her classes to start because she was so busy helping them on their math. You know, they were so far behind and, and then they would stay up all night and play games and m L M, they just, you know, I had the teller in or you got to quit, you know, I mean I, you have a great heart and everything but you got to concentrate on you a