Losing a parent is difficult. Losing a parent who is still alive is downright dreadful. I realize this post isn't your typical podcast interview format. What it is though is a personal story detailing something I have struggled with since right after having my daughter who was born in 2017. I had lost my mom to cancer a year prior. Those closest to me witnessed one of the darkest times in my life. This Dusky Dream was BROKEN. COMPLETELY. I cried all the time. I share this because I'm hopeful that anyone who has experienced similar will know they are not alone. Even your most admired confidant, friend, family member, etc., can evolve into a stranger you don't even exchange pleasantries with when you run into them at the grocery store. With time, I was able to pull myself out of that dark place. If you're currently there, I promise that you will too. Unfortunately, you can't rush it. You have to take the time to feel the pain, process the loss, and focus on trying to heal before you make it out. Eventually, you will. I promise.