You don't know how toxic certain family traits are until you get old enough to understand them, recognize them and learn from them. You felt criticized, controlled, emotionally drained, self conscious of all of your goals and more. Cici shares a few personal experiences that takes us through an emotional rollercoaster ride but it's her truth and some of us have similar issues we just don't speak of. If you or anyone you know have had suicide thoughts please seek help or talk to someone before you do anything.