In this personal vignette, I'm getting real about self trust — what it looks like when it's missing, what it feels like when it starts coming back, and what happens when someone unexpected shows up and makes it really hard to keep hiding from yourself. We're talking about the sorry habit, the holding back, the skin itching and crawling the moment something genuinely good shows up — and why all of it comes down to one thing: not trusting yourself enough to believe you deserve it. This one is personal, it's honest, and if you've ever been your own worst enemy when it comes to just being present in something that might actually be working out — this episode is for you. Fuck that shit to not trusting yourself.

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