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(BEATS BY iNSTA: andywaterfalls)

I need a reason

not to commit treason

no choice in my being 

no thanks ill be leaving 

ending this evening

leave the barrel steaming

leave my family grieving

leave my lungs no breathing 

leave my heart no beating

Life's short mines fleeting

quick abort i'm retreating 

last resort how intriguing 

one way ticket redeeming

no way its the same feeling 

day to day am i dreaming

i cant stop critiquing 

in my top i'm freaking

life's a flop i'm weaken

i cant beat this weekend 

soon ill be conceding 

guess i reached my ceiling 

boy was i caught sleeping 

easy onslaught weakling 

i thought id be cheesing

no stunts i'm screeching

cold front i'm freezing

smoke blunts i'm wheezing

my souls not easing 

no controls bowl filled with holes

feeling dark you call me charcoal

i embark miss the mark 

fail before i even start 

gotta please my monarch 

cool the steeze play my part

think i'm clever i'm not that smart

must be broken hit restart

stay indoors and throw my dart

make this garbage i call art

i'm an artist i miss the target 

tiny harvest now i'm starving 

cant afford another garden 

now i'm wilted and discarded 

a wasted breath i beg my pardon

take me death i tried my hardest

in my stead i leave a carcass

no more energy left to harness

in my space there's only darkness

now i go