Today I learned I have to find my center and stay there. I came across this idea in a book that I’m reading. When I mean find my center I mean holding firm to my reasons. I mean anticipating the unexpected. It means taking myself seriously because I know I have it in me to get the job done. It means to stay in control. The major reason why I got so frustrated with developing my app is because I got off centered. I forgot why I started the project in the first place. I started to beleive that I wasn’t capable of learning how to make an app and surely enough that belief manifested itself into my frustration and poor performance. I beleive finding one’s center and maintaining it is a good idea because it puts one in the best posistion to push past resistance. The negatives of this idea is that one can take it too far by taking themselves too seriously. By always being on guard and always looking at things critically one is likely to overlook at how simple most things are. One is likely to look for the negatives. And push away the good. Like all things it has to be balanced. I found myself off centered when I was considering making this podcast private. I grew to become uncomfortable with how I share my struggles publically. As I increased my social intelligence i grew nervous about what my listers and peers were thinking of me. But after texting some friends about it and writing out the pros and cons it became obvious that the best decision would be to keep this podcast public. Being centered is going to give one a higher amount of strength.