In this deeply personal and emotional episode of "Rebel Rounds," host Eaux Riley and her cousin, Buck Brown, navigate the difficult journey of grief after the recent loss of Eaux Riley's brother, Faheem Jackson. The episode is a raw and honest look at how they are coping, with Eaux Riley admitting she's struggling with an internal "temper tantrum" and Buck sharing his own experience of losing his mother at a young age.

They honor Faheem's memory by sharing loving stories, highlighting his funny and protective nature. The conversation also takes a spiritual turn as they discuss the idea of a new "angel" or spirit guide. Eaux Riley opens up about her spiritual encounters, including sleep paralysis and hearing voices, as she attempts to make sense of her loss.

This episode serves as a powerful testament to the difficulty of moving forward when the world seems to have stopped. Eaux Riley ends by asking listeners for advice on how to continue coping with her grief and finding a way to move on.