5 of 10

cowritten by & featuring @prodmusa

coproduced & mixed by @can-of-bliss

additional guitar & production by @wishlane

mastered by ryan schwabe

art by atlas ezra

~~lyrics~~

(sd)

I think I get what that Kanye song means

If I put my hand on a stove will I bleed

If I cut again can I even go deep

Picking away at the body beneath

Grounding by naming five things I can see

Five things I can hear

Five things I can touch

Can tasting the back of my tongue be enough

Yeah with my luck, you’ll tell me

I’m so beautiful, so beautiful

You’ve got front row seats to the dream

To scream my name back at me, pretend

I’m in control, I’m in control

All eyes on me, on me, on me, on me, on

Five more steps, fingers around my neck

Five down and one ‘til I’m dead

Five counts and I’m catching my breath

Five more steps, fingers around my neck

Five down and one ‘til I’m dead

Five counts and I’m catching my breath

(musa)

Sometimes I think I’m on top of the world but I’m missing their words when they’re talking to me,

Fucked up the details everything they told me I thought that their birthday was the seventeenth

And I don’t know why I just act like I have so much energy, when I don’t even get sleep

My words just compress out my mouth now it’s hurting to breathe,

It’s hard to accept you’re relying on me

I’m burning this bridge it’s not holding up

My patience ran thin yeah I called your bluff

I bottled my feelings the day that you left

Yeah I tried to be cool, I’m not cold enough

It would be funny if I ran into you on a corner, street, or party

If I’m just telling you the truth,

My heart already broke before it started

(sd)

I’m so beautiful, so beautiful

You’ve got front row seats to the dream

To scream my name back at me, pretend

I’m in control, I’m in control

All eyes on me, on me, on me, on me, on

Five more steps, fingers around my neck

Five down and one ‘til I’m dead

Five counts and I’m catching my breath

Five more steps, fingers around my neck

Five down and one ‘til I’m dead

Five counts and I’m catching my breath

Five more steps, fingers around my neck

Five down and one ‘til I’m dead

Five counts and I’m catching my breath

Five more steps, fingers around my neck

Five down and one ‘til I’m dead

Five counts and I’m catching my breath