**TRIGGER WARNING** I went back to the “scene of the crime” on 11.22.2019 and I wanted to share with you how that went for me. I talk about the preparation, the after-care, and walk through the experience step by step. If you are interested in doing something like this, please consult a professional before doing so, as it is a very triggering experience. (I do get slightly emotional at one point, but that just goes to show how powerful this was for me). There’s always hope right around the corner, you just have to reach for it.