I guess for me

Love comes first

Trust comes second

And if we’re knocking

On the doors of heaven

I’d hoped we were

Holding hands together

But I feel like

Im running

Just a little faster

Trippin

Into disaster

And if love

Is patient

And love is kind

And love

Is most surely and definitely

Blind

Then why did I see

Only red behind

How do I tame

This beast of a man

This feast of a man

Consumed by his energy

Thoughts get the best of me

The worst of me

All these insecurities

I vomit into the chat

And you just snap back

Tryna put me in my place

But where exactly is that?

I could play this game with you

You make me question your abilities

Intentions

The target of your attention

The focus of your interest

But

“Me

Can you focus on me

Can you even see me” — H.E.R

The love that this could be

I’m trippin because I care

I’m trippin because I care

And maybe it’s a little too much

You always tell me I’m doin the most

And maybe it’s a little too rough

I know we both prefer to coast

On easy waters

And breezy waters

But my feelings start to feel like the darkest

Oceans

With treacherous waves

And I start to misbehave

And yeah

Maybe it’s just for attention

And yeah

Maybe you sick of this cycle

And yeah

Maybe I could do better

And be better

And maybe you could listen

And maybe you could understand me

Maybe we could understand each other

And our priorities

But

I’m drowning in my tears

And you’re hardening in your anger

This love is barely breathing

Yes, it’s become endangered

I cannot communicate

And you only think about yourself

I don’t know how to keep a man

And you only care about wealth

So I will say goodbye once more

To a love that will never be

And you’ll just move on to her

And blame it all on me

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