Hey , soo….I’m basically back , took a VERY long hiatus. Today’s episode is based off an earlier interaction with one of my work colleague . They made me question if I was being genuine about my gratitude or if I just basing it off my mental articulation. Throughout this episode, I narrated about my work experience at my main job as compared to my occasional job and the process that I went throughout to get employed , I surprisingly found out that my actions typically don’t reflect my mental subjections and that kinda paved the way of the episode’s name, that even though I’m internally grateful , my actions are more aligned with complaints and maybe that’s the reason why I had so many chances to upgrade to a better job or situation but the universe kept stopping and blocking me because that’s the lesson it wanted to teach me ! For My Actions To Match my Gratitude! Generally, living in a way that my actions consistently proves my thankfulness through deeds!