In this emotional and unflinchingly honest episode of YP2F, host Tonny St. James welcomes writer, filmmaker, and journalist Loe Renee for a conversation about what it means to survive—and thrive—after the foster care system.

From early experiences in group homes to a professional journey through film, journalism, and advocacy, Loe shares their story with striking vulnerability and clarity. Together, they unpack what it means to be a “shadow youth,” the unspoken gaps in the system, and how reclaiming childhood joy—through bouncy balls, Connect Four, and creativity—can be a radical act of healing.

This episode is a testament to the power of listening, the complexity of systemic inequity, and the dignity every young person deserves.

Topics Discussed in this Episode:

• What it means to be a "shadow youth" and why so many foster youth remain invisible
• Navigating group homes, legal ID numbers, and early adult responsibilities
• Why trauma-informed care must be more than a buzzword
• Transitioning from survival to expression through film and journalism
• The systemic failure of programs that aren’t led by or informed by lived experience
• Embracing joy, play, and community as survival tools
• Reimagining youth care: dignity, trust, and real support over performative fixes

Connect with Loe Renee:

Published Work: The Imprint – Loe Renee
Instagram: Coming soon
YouTube (Launching Soon): Late Night Loe