Ep06

This is my first reading from my personal journal collection. The first one from the 8 I have written so far. And now, I have fabricated a journal of my own with an ultra-personalized look to go along with the Podcast. Journaling has been one of the most rewarding outlet methods I have come about. This isn't new, just revisited in another phase of my journey. 

Make sure to listen to Episode 00 before climbing onto the journey with me. It's a rocky one with sharp jagged corners coming out of nowhere and a constant struggle to find a true physical organic life. The one with round edges and smooth to the touch pleasantness.  This journey starts at the beginning of my separation with my sociopathic ex-husband and the ways I learnt to manage my emotions, mental health, stress, parenting skills and obligations as an adult and mother. I had dug a hole so deep, how was I suppose to crawl out of this hole now? How do I learn to deal with the new me? How do I learn to feel if I am completely numb and isolated? October 2016 was a month I felt like I had made one of the biggest discoveries of my life. Of my life. My history. My family. And me. 

It's a glimpse into my reality, but there is more. 8 journals more. And I will uncover my hidden treasures every full moon I get the courage to speak my voice. I'm in repair mode, so bear with me as I recount my truth, my colour story.