Fundamental understanding-spirituality- is not an application to obtain results. It is a response to your seeking, to your inquiry, to your question. It is your seeking, your inquiry, your question that explodes as Truth. Your pain, your inquiry, clarity and intensity as to ‘what you want to know’ works as an arrow to find ‘what is True’. Otherwise one is simply satisfied by answers, explanations, teachings and waits as if these will place one comfortably in life as if resistance of ‘pain and uncertainty’ will be removed from the mind. This is the trap in which one is caught.
Mind operates through resistance (disturbance) and satisfaction (adjustment). Whatever you do, see, discover can not put you in satisfied state. Your operation is through resistance and satisfaction. Resistance will trouble you time and again to let you explore, explore the ground where the auto process of resistance and satisfaction happens.
Fear, anxiety, confusion are natural reactions of the brain on facing an uncertain situation. These are compounded and trouble you when you do not recognize this fact, this resistance of uncertainty. It is this resistance that keeps the brain alive and attuned to the process of unending evolution.
Whatever knowledge, possessions-you may have, you can not ‘become’ psychologically secure, certain. Whatever you may possess, the resistance of uncertainty can not be undone or covered up. To see this is your attunement to supreme relaxation, to complete security. Experiencing from moment to moment becomes complete-the touch of the Original may happen.