In this raw and unfiltered episode, I open up about my love for comedy—and the brutal fear that’s been holding me back. From the highs of my first time on stage to the devastating silence of bombing in front of a crowd, I lay it all bare. This isn’t just about jokes. It’s about shame, addiction, sobriety, and the war we fight inside when our dreams feel just out of reach. I talk about gripping the steering wheel outside open mics, feeling like a failure, and the savage truth of what it means to chase something you love while dragging your past behind you.
This is the beginning of a new season—one built on courage, not perfection. A season where I stop running from the stage and start walking straight into the fire. If you’ve ever stood on the edge of your passion, afraid to jump... this one's for you.