Welcome back to Garage Testimonies!
In Episode 9, we sit down with Pastor Ivan Rubio to hear one of the most powerful testimonies we've had on the podcast.
Pastor Ivan shares what life was like growing up with fear, instability, and depression—and how, at just 14 years old, he reached a point where he no longer wanted to live.
After opening up to his mom, being invited to church by an unexpected friend, and encountering the Gospel, Ivan made a bold statement to God:
“I’ll give you a month. If you don’t change me, I’ll kill myself.”
What happened during that month completely changed the trajectory of his life.
Ivan takes us through his journey of encountering Jesus, learning what it means to truly know God, discovering his calling as a missionary, learning to hear God's voice, and eventually meeting his wife through a story he believes God had been preparing long before they met.
We also talk about something many Christians struggle with: balancing our relationship with God, ministry, marriage, family, and everyday life. Ivan shares how God taught him that ministry can never replace his responsibility to love and prioritize his wife and children.
We also dive into the importance of having a “secret place” with God—and how spending time with Jesus can look different in every season of life.
And at the end, we ask one of our favorite questions:
Who is Jesus to you today?
Ivan's answer is a powerful reminder of what Jesus can do in a person's life—from a young man who once hated himself and didn't want to live, to someone who can now say, “I believe He loves me, and I love who He's made me.”
If you're struggling with fear, depression, loneliness, identity, hearing God's voice, relationships, or simply wondering where God is in your story, we hope this testimony encourages you.
Jesus still changes lives.
“They overcame him by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of their testimony.” — Revelation 12:11