Today I learned I have to get the most out of a few things. For whatever reason the idea came to mind that I should name and number all the things that I’m doing to attract the type of girl that I want. When I wrote down all those things down I instantly knew that I didn’t go full throttle on any of those things. Even though there they were daily disciplines I practiced that would make anyone more attractive if they did them I knew that I wasn’t getting the most out of any them. I would do about 80% to 75% on two out of three of those things but never a full 100% on one! I wondered why this was? This seems to be a common problem in my life. I tend to overestimate what I can do with my resources and time. I think it stems from my over enthusiasm. From all the information I’ve been taking in it has become obvious that a human being can climb as far as in the hierachal system as they want. I kinda always knew this but I never solidify the idea. It was upon discovering that President Abraham Lincoln was once a grocery store clerk I was blown away. I was astonished because I was once a grocery store clerk and in a lot of ways still am. But through self education was able to transcend his starting point. That’s exactly what I’m in the process of doing as well. So since it’s so obvious to me that a person can go as far as they want to go it makes me nervous. It holds me fully accountable for whatever I achieved. It makes me fear mediocrity even more. That’s why I’m frantically adding one discipline after the other. Because I’ve seen the success in my own life when you stay disciplined for a long period of time. But adding one after the other lessens the effectiveness of the prior. The energy and concentration that could have been applied to one is slips between three. Thus decreasing the end goal of of the displine. So I believe I’ve been getting lukewarm results because of my lukewarm efforts. I’ve come to learn that benefits of most things are disproportionately at the tail end. Probably this because of the law of compound effect. Effort grows on top of effort and it just becomes easier to scale. So I’ve realized that I’ve been building my attractiveness in the wrong. I’ve been building and that’s wonderful and I’ve actually been seeing the benefits of my efforts. But I can build it better. Right now it’s on wobbly foundation. What I’ll do is I’ll start over and do one thing at a time with 100% effort. When I receive the tail end benefits of one discipline I’ll move on to the other. That’s what I’m gonna do.