For the last 20 years of my life, I've wanted to grow older. I always wanted to become more mature and experience all the things that happen with adulthood. I constantly asked myself, "what's next?" after I hit a milestone in my youth. However, now that I'm halfway through college, almost 21, and approaching the prospect of having a career, I've been finding myself wanting time to slow down. On today's episode, I am sharing all the random and little thoughts on my mind about growing up as of now...from my love for watching home videos, to my desire to maintain a childlike view of the world.