For a long time I felt like I had to have a say and a hand in everything that went on in my life. When things did not go my way, I let that pull me down. I let that keep me down at times. In life we have choices we have to make but for me I felt like I was the reason my life would be good or bad. I am not wrong but I took on too much that did not belong to me. I got to a point where I prayed the prayer and left it there while I walked in faith...a little reluctantly but I walked. I no longer wanted to be the center of my life, so I gave it to God.