In this powerful journal-style episode, we hear from Jeanelle, a young missionary in Costa Rica, as she reflects on service, surrender, and the supernatural love of God.

As she prepares to embark on a week-long mission trip, Jeanelle opens her heart about her weekly routines on the mission grounds—like “Service Day,” where every student contributes to maintaining the land they live on. But what stands out most is her deeply personal journey: choosing not to return for another semester despite finding a second home among the students and staff, visiting a men’s rehab center where language didn’t stop connection, and learning one of the hardest lessons—it’s not her job to fix others, only to love them like Jesus.

Raw and full of spiritual insight, Jeanelle unpacks what it means to rely on God’s love instead of her own strength, and how being separated from her family—especially her sister—has stirred unexpected emotions and dependence on God’s peace.

This is a beautiful, honest reminder that men cannot produce righteousness any more than a lamp can shine without oil. We must stay filled, fueled, and fully dependent on the Lord of abundance.

Listen in and be encouraged—and don’t forget to share this with someone who needs to be reminded of God’s never-ending grace.