The Holy Spirit is God on our inside, he isn't just our helper,

He is the presence of God in us, it's this essence that makes us Christians. 

And we have this advantage, this guide, this awesome wind of God himself

see this:

" and he has identified us as his own by placing the Holy Spirit in our hearts as the first installment that guarantees everything he has promised us." 2 Corinthians 1:22

you are not alone, Jesus redeemed us to God and made us habitations of Him