This episode is one of the hardest things I’ve ever shared.
After losing my Nana and my uncle , grief didn’t just make me sad—it made me angry at God.

So angry that I didn’t go to my uncle’s funeral.
So hurt that I pulled away from my family for almost a year.
And for a while, I felt like I was losing myself.

This isn’t a polished testimony. It’s the truth.
If you’ve ever been mad at God, overwhelmed by grief, or carrying regret you don’t know how to release—this is for you.

Psalm 62:8 reminds us to pour out our hearts before God, even the parts we wish we could take back.

Faith isn’t always pretty. Sometimes it’s just staying.