The enemy tries to force us to not trust Jesus. God provides all and is waiting patiently for us to surrender to him. 

God call us to bring pain and shame into the light so He can heal us and so that our testimony can help others. 

1 Corinthians 1:27  God chose what is foolish in the world to shame the wise

I spent much of my life too wise for my own good, my goal is to be a better person today, than I was yesterday, and with God that is attainable!

Isaiah 26:3-4 You keep him in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on You, because he trusts in You. Trust in the Lord forever, for the Lord God is an everlasting rock!