What happens when you spend your entire life being strong for everyone else—but no one ever stops to ask whether you're okay?
In this deeply vulnerable episode of Going Mach 5, Rashad sits down with Desirae Jones, also known as Rae the Princess, for an unfiltered conversation about severe depression, suicidal thoughts, complicated relationships, faith, religion, and the emotional cost of carrying everyone else's burdens.
Desirae opens up about growing up without the love she needed from her mother, becoming responsible for others at an early age, and learning how to survive while privately fighting battles that many people never saw. She also discusses her relationship with makeup, the woman behind the outward appearance, and the difficult journey toward rediscovering her identity beyond pain, responsibility, and other people's expectations.
This conversation explores what happens when faith is tested by suffering, when strength becomes a survival mechanism, and when the person everyone depends on begins to fall apart.
This episode contains a candid discussion of depression and suicide. Viewer discretion is advised. If you or someone you know is experiencing a mental-health crisis in the United States, call or text 988 to reach the Suicide & Crisis Lifeline.
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