She is naked on her bed 

Waiting for her period that seizes for several months 

Hope is not what I'm thinking 

She's scared of unwanted pregnancy 

So she stood from her point where she laid 

she'd to think well supposed it true 

Hope she's not missing anything this time 

From her bed to the window where she stared at the birds 

She smiled without the feeling joy  

Without no aubt, she felt sad and confused 

Because she loved Josh but Rene is a doting

Guy

she perplexed

Now left only in this realm

Even in this state of mind 

An Unrest atmosphere for the prudent 

This  journey is once in a lifetime 

No one can tell if it will be great

But my dairy is awesome, full of memories that sting

Thinking about a confession 

I need to sell my pain 

I'm careful not to hate my life  

What then is my purpose if I'm chained 

Josh, I'm sorry for this pain because there was no better way to have said this.

From where she stood

Straight to the phone 

She put a call through

Josh! This morning 

I woke up from the wrong side of my bed, and my heartbeat increased by some percentage so I asked myself if I'm fine 

Though I do not pray for this  

So I ask him to Take this away from me 

These were my short prayers

Because I know is 

Just a few hours to your friend's wedding 

Just a few hours to  mark's wedding 

Ceremony

This is a beautiful day, so I never see it coming

You promised to be part of this love story, let's make this simple Joshi 

Josh, I came up with a theory, to tell you something 

We have been hiding for a long time.

hope you enjoyed reading the text, I sent,

I had that on my head for days 

Hope is not a secret you don't want to talk about

Since you love another man

What are you doing in my bed

Your heart is filled with lust 

The truth is before your face

Don't think I have a Good message to put forth

How can you see my trust when you lack one

Since you love another Man

Why is your heart falling

Let's not start what has no end

You stir up love there is no desire

You store up feelings you can't treasure

Don't arouse this because in it is no pleasure 

Tell me what will be my gain