Grace of God...pain and sufferings I had to endure was phenomenal. There are many entities energies who are jealous of my work in revealing God. They did not like what I was doing and inflicted pain in my back my spine my body my legs so I weighed like a tonne of bricks whereas with meditation I am I am very light. Brahma (of BK.org) and Durga Ma were sending spirits...read more details in my books on Journey in Search of Original God and in numerous parts on Yoga and Mind Health...This is real life story of my epic Journey.