In this episode of At The Table, worship leader Mary Pagan shares her journey through loss, identity, and the grace of God.

Raised in church as the daughter of pastors and the youngest of five, Mary felt the pressure to be perfect from a young age. At 18, her life was shaken by the loss of her father, followed by a season of rebellion and searching for identity through external validation. While in college, she encountered a church community that modeled grace and redemption, leading her back to Christ step by step. In 2021, Mary faced another deep loss with the passing of her brother.

Today, Mary travels internationally as a worship leader, collaborating with artists like Tercer Cielo and Israel Houghton, and ministering on major platforms including the Latin Grammy stage. Her story is a powerful reminder that God’s presence meets us even in our deepest grief.