In this episode, Jessica discusses: [1:10] Taboo around the word “sexy,” [4:00] developing curves and not fitting the mold of fashion model standards, [7:28] getting attention as the new girl in school, [12:34] picking “projects” as women, [16:54] discovering that your spouse in unfaithful, [20:00] first battling alcoholism, [21:35] rediscovering your sexuality after divorce, [31:18] finding out she has endometriosis and PCOS, and wanting to be a mom, [35:00] experiencing miscarriages and hating her body because of it, [39:30] the gift of going to treatment and staying sober, [40:35] experiencing sex sober and feeling like a teenage girl again, [44:00] being held to a different standard of beauty as a curvier woman, [50:00] her “SEXY”,[51:04] writing a daily gratitude list.