Just start, I mean, damn. We spend our lives trying to please people, make people happy while they are doing the upmost lol. Shit, it’s time for you to do you! What do you want? What do you like? Who are you? Basic questions to start on your OWN journey instead of someone else’s. Love peace health wealth success and happiness to you!! -#Miouxnie. Btw... I done fucked my seasons all the way up... damn corona lol