We should make all spiritual talk Simple today:

God is trying to sell you something, But you don't want to buy.

That is what your suffering is: Your fantastic haggling, Your manic screaming over the price! (Hafiz)

"Grow!"

My 4 year-old baby sister screams at an intractable seed she planted the day before. Her ferocious spirit commanding the plant to sprout. The seed remained unmoved that morning.

I water the dirt in my garden. I bought a bunch of worms. They all impolitely died. The dirt is housed in a fancy pergola that I am sure any vegetable would love to sprout from. I am supposed to be writing about what a master of agriculture I have become. Instead I make a little mud everyday.