i know you have dreams to achieve, its going to be okay eventually just keep, holding the forth... Often times we come to realize that we have ambitions to achieve and dreams to be grasped, its reason to be alive it gives us hope the fact that we have something worth chasing, but the harsh reality is that it will not be easy , there will be many hurdles, you will need to make sacrifice's, for someone like me that loves sleep, sleep had to be cut short, but i hope you do not give up and fall in love with the phases life gives you be it the ones that will break you or the ones that will uplift you. may you be victorious and embrace your journey wholeheartedly.