I played football my entire life from like age 6 until my Junior year of high school. I was never the best, but I was never the worst by far either.  During that time, a lot my experiences with football directly & indirectly influenced my self-esteem growing up. I remember having nightmares of not being able to remember the playbook that felt like being caught on stage in your underwear for most people. Ride with me in this episode as I reminisce on how these experiences changed me and how I'm taking that space back.