We enter deep personal waters in this episode as Buck lifts the mask and talks about what has made him the man he is and what realities of life he's currently dealing with. It is a true life horror story.

If anyone is affected by the themes featured within this episode, please reach out to a family member or friend for support or reach out to professionals, like those at the Samaritans on 116 123 (samaritans.org), NHS on 111, Mind on 0300 102 1234 (mind.org.uk), Change Grow Live (changegrowlive.org). Don't suffer in silence, you're not alone.