i let part my new favorite song play in the beginning (Hard fought hallelujah by Brandon Lake). the lyrics are very fitting for my family & I, as we go thru this rough szn of life. i don’t think there’s anything harder in life than to watch your loved one’s go thru suffering. sometimes ya gotta fight thru the pain n suffering and questioning, and just find a reason(s) to PRAISE GOD, cause HE doesn’t change. i will never stop prayingX never stop believing for the good outcome. i appreciate the recent prayers of all friends and family . side note: there is some serious peace in His presence. be blessed. love ya world ❤️💯