Are you committed to that? I remember hating a man for 5 years, and after repenting to God, God made me go and ask that man to forgive me, and he's the one that did such a crime, like he could've been executed in some countries. Here, he'd have went to prison for 20 years. But God made me ask him to forgive me. Why? Because I carried it on from righteous anger, which is confrontation for restoration, to hatred. I hated him, I didn't care if he died. In fact, I think I wanted him to. I had to repent. I don't know if he ever did.