He is the only one who can put you back together again as intended in your creation, for your truthfulness and a life of abundance, it dsnt have to end it here seek the word that was spoken into your life, age has nothing to do with it, all it takes is a willing heart, refuse to die with the gift, refuse to die with the word that was spoken into your life, refuse to die and never discover your purpose the whole reason of your existence, reason with God using the every word that he said but be willing to be obedient in fulfilling the word.