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This is one of the heaviest conversations we’ve had on the Battle Harder Podcast.

Nathan shares the story of multiple devastating losses — including the loss of his children — and what it did to him mentally, emotionally, and as a man.

This isn’t a surface-level conversation about mindset.

This is about grief.
Responsibility.
Pain that doesn’t just hurt — it reshapes who you are.

We talk about what happens when everything falls apart… and how you begin to rebuild when there’s nothing left.

If you’ve ever faced loss, struggled mentally, or felt like life hit you harder than you could handle — this episode is for you.

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00:00 – This Is the Heaviest Episode Yet
01:18 – The First Pregnancy Loss
06:05 – Losing Their Son in the Hospital
13:42 – Anger, PTSD, and Self-Medicating
19:58 – Why They Stayed and Tried Again
24:44 – Hurricanes, Trauma, and Leaving the Island
30:12 – Starting Over in Canada
35:08 – The Twins and Another Devastating Loss
39:40 – One Last Attempt at Becoming Parents
44:26 – The Call That Almost Ended Everything
49:18 – Their Son Arrives at 26 Weeks
54:07 – Life in the NICU
59:11 – Watching His Son Flatline
1:04:28 – More Surgeries, More Uncertainty
1:09:34 – The Miracle That Changed Everything
1:13:46 – Bringing Their Son Home
1:17:22 – Losing the House in the Wildfire
1:20:44 – How Fatherhood Changed Everything
1:24:08 – The Book, the Message, and What He Wants His Son to Know
1:27:02 – Final Thoughts on Pain, Parenting, and Perseverance

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