Only you can decide what it is you want to do. Make small incremental steps DAILY. Make sure to celebrate all you do do. Be aware of the mental obstacles, like you don't deserve it, can't it and afraid you'll look stupid at the beginning. Could it also be entitlement, arrogance? I do go ahead and call you out on it. I give a review with my year and how I see at it as improvement, and I celebrate me and the steps forward I netted this 2022. Can you do the same, I'm listening, please tell me!