Part 2, I've been soft broke up with. I was on these online dating streets and I felt a little empty. An almost something, hopeful maybe in a new person I was dating/friends with said stop contacting me. I did say I wanted friendship with him at the momemt. Him saying no, this is where it stops , that's truly fine. However it did shake me up. I go from some inner confusion to neutral and able to keep going and feel good with it just me again. In coupleship and oneShip it's still my responsibility to self sooth, self nurture, with someone it alone