When I'm feeling discomfort, imbalance, I've learned to speak to self when I get down. My down this moment is my mother wounding. That is the past. Currently day, Im disappointed someone didn't want to stay with me, when I said I wanted just friendship. But I firmly believe no one owes you to stay with you, hold your feelings as a romantic partner. It's in their choosing, they have to choose you, that is real love. Not being chosen can be so injurying, but know, another person is their own, not yours. You can't make them want you. It really is okay and describe how. Give a listen 😊