PROD (Siem Spark + Daks)

Mix by me

intro:

I can’t even help myself

my friend ain’t helping

telling me to go to hell yay

all walk, walk to well

guess i ain’t walking far

cuz I'm already there aye

verse 1 :

I guess it ain’t going too well

all they tell me is get better

I’m looking for mental help

I'm searching lesser and lesser

thinking I'm better i am better

relapse I'm fed up so fed up

I don't think you get it just get it

its been a minute

I been living out,

spent my time taking drugs

hoping all stop bleeding doubt

IDK even know what to say or tell fuck

I thought this music shit should speak for itself

hahaha sike

lost for words, just picture a hearse

I'm dissecting my health

while I'm looking for wealth

soo speechless I talk, I can’t say enough

this music shit the only thing

that lets me speak my thoughts

pre choose:

I can’t even help myself

my friend ain’t helping

telling me to go to hell yay

all walk, walk to well

guess i ain’t walking far

cuz I'm already there aye

hook:

And I can’t fall for the lies

you were saying at all

I felt you wanted to

run from my heart

you was my everything

you could have

talked to me love

talked to me love

you could have

talked to me love

bridge:

and I wrote a suicide note

I guess it's thru the closest to you

hurt you the most

they hurt you the most

you hurt the most

they hurt you the most

they hurt you the most

You hurt the most

verse 2:

A A A -All the things that have been said

was just stupid honestly

I’m lout of my mind my head

I'm dying while I breath

look at myself in the mirror

I wanna kill u ruthlesslyI'm worthless and

sick of the worst that i ever could have be

pre choose:

I can’t even help myself

my friend ain’t helping

telling me to go to hell yay

all walk, walk to well

guess i ain’t walking far

cuz I'm already there aye

hook:

And I can’t fall for the lies

you were saying at all

I felt you wanted to

run from my heart

you was my everything

you could have

talked to me love

talked to me love

you could have

talked to me love