While the first part of this episode dealing with Mental Health and Depression challenges continues with some stumbling on my part, the fall and early winter brings the beginning of recovery and starting over. Having said no to suicide and resolved to better myself and just get through it all, I plead guilty to any and all charges against me, with no deal, get an active sentence, write a book, make speeches about my experiences and give talks to the legal profession and business groups of whatever persuasion about all that I have learned. For me, there was a light at the end of the tunnel, and it was not another train coming my way, but daylight. This is my story of those eventful days in my life.