(Disclaimer: This is an old banger I revamped for the present; Resultingly, I describe myself in an ambiguous state of sobriety, because at that time I was clean, and this was a reflection of my darkest days on heroin. More importantly, I describe myself as having a lack of libido. This is false; open your mouth and say "please" if you would like to see my goddamn libido)

I spit ridiculous with a dick that's infinitesimal/ I show respect to women, but bitches?? I just diss em' all/ I seen the future, children, and kids, I admit it's dismal. Pack a rig if that's what you're into, but I done kissed it all "bye-bye"/ Cuz I cannot afford to get by, high/ regardless if it's hard livin' and keepin' my eyes dry/ these people that you meet "on some other shit", go pick your BT up, then call ET up from the mothership//// I was THERE, I ain't sayin' I'm better than all that, I'm just sayin' if you call, I may never call back/ I seen the deep nod, revived my fair share of cats addicted black til' they souls don't show, it's rollin' craps////Speed-dial the "bean", put the keys in the ignition/ It's a lifestyle choice, but it ain't really your decision/ to all my homies still spinnin': if the demon keeps beatin' your spine, find a priest and getcha ass an exorcism!////

Highbeams shinin' while I drive this road; I know ain't no one coming back the other way/ I don't make no plans; I just TAKE those grams. I can't say if I anticipate another day//// (X2)

V2: I woke up this morning and realized, I can't even REMEMBER the last time I was horny. My libido's been smashed by smack. Crack the package on a 10-pack and "jab" while my homies keep "pointing"//// When I used to go out, I knew everyone that I saw. Now I go out alone (if I go out at all)/ How CAN I be a man when I can't stand or walk? Sometimes, it's a struggle to crawl...////Hit the club un-clean and do the dope-fiend-lean you stay golden, but I only stay green// obsessed dreams in my head/ jack the re-up with heat; I'm packing lead (and just to think: 'he used to be so sweet')//// We push on to "push off"/ cuz if you smoke it, you soft; you must be JOKIN' if you think that this an ordinary cough. We stay strong with a whole lot of synthetic preservatives. We get exercise by running from cops!////

HOOK

V3: We don't stand for the view that doin' these actions means ya brain's weak/ I came from a scene where knowing the bean is like knowing Jay-Z/ My girl out-hot's Beyonce/ my brain can out-crazy Kanye/ our kid would inspire, "oh shit, that Bailey's a dangerous baby"//// So maybe your best course would be to tread lightly/ enemies are mainly demons, lately, who friended to fight to me/ Teachers and educators/ dedicated to makin' the light bleed/ faith and praise, but nothing to make of it; think it might be//// important to that end, to express, that Monty almost, he bought the farm on either arm, dodged both the odds, and the compost heap// (YAY!) And all it cost me was the smile and gaze that marked the end of a perfect night, and began every perfect day.//// One more bag; just one more fix; if I could come up just ONE MORE TIME, then I could quit// Master of self-deception, can't ever go home again. It used to be romantic plannin' for death.////