May we live not in our fesrs and anxieties but may we ourselves having our being in Christ, and be the best version that he has created us, that brings forth his friuts of kindness, love, gentleness etc. That is what he has planted in us in his perfect form but other than that where does these fruits comes from that we seem to be entertaining that defiles the image of God, and we owning them instead of allowing him to prune us and take away all the branches that dsnt bare his fruits. May we find ourselves in christ and even our gifts or purpose lets us fulfil in Christ not outside of him. Time is not on our side but who are you serving and are you living in the days he has fashioned for you, are you not curious as a person to see and spend your time fulfilling which Hod has called you that will heal and bring relieve to your entire generation. His is best nothing else.